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Tuesday 17th

2007-07-18T01:52:49Z

Ah, the power of Techno, never try and deni it.
I was having an average day, but then I made a Techno playlist on my iPod, and then my day turned amazing. I went out and tanned, read some Stephen King, drank some montser, well actually a lot of monster, and for once Im feeling it (which also might be contributing to my amazing day). And even when we went to this little get together, the fugglyness of some girls obviously talking about me, didnt even bother me.

Then on the way home I got to drive, and I saw my friend, P's, brother on his ATV, and that was so hot, he has some angry skills on that thing.

But now I have nothing to do, and I look all pretty and what not.

Oh, over on a French-controlled island of Réunion, they are using stray dogs and cats as live baits for sharks.

If you want to help stop this, go this sight and sign the petition:
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/547381656
For more information go to this sight:
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/10/1019_051019_dogs_sharks.html

~Tori
<3

FALL OUT BOY LYRICS
"Sugar We're Going Down"

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
""Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him""
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Monday 16th

2007-07-16T22:45:07Z

I got 5 hourse of sleep last night. Haha, and guess who I was talking to all night long? If you guessed D, your wrong, if you guessed B, your right. We talked till 3, I made him stay up, yes I know, Im evil. And B, and I are going to have a sex in the Magic Kingdom (Disney Land) Castle, then we are going to have a boy named Aden, and a girl named either, Lily, Juliet, or Olivia. Haha yeah it was a funny conversation all the way through. And then his cousin, B, was laying down beats, and we were singing random pimp songs.

Then I gave B tips on how to get a girl.
Like:
Send her a rose (single red rose) to where she works, so she can show off to her friends, without trying to. Us girls like doing that.
Or you can call her on a number she doesnt know (i.e your house phone) and when she answers you say, "Ilikeyou", and then hang up. Then she will call back, wonder who it was, and BAM!, you got her to call you.

Then I finally let him go, and then I slept for a bit, and then woke up at 8, and went out to see my horse, then came back. And I hung around here till like 12, then I went to the park and met up with J. Then H came over on the golf cart and picked us up, and took us to her house.

Oh yeah and then Z, took his car out, again, and got caught, again! So his parents took his car, put it in the garage, and took all four tires off it. Haha.

And it turns out C broke up with H! Because he felt that she wasnt strong enough, religously. When he said that, she nearly flipped a something, it was bad! Then he came over so they could talk, then he said that he still likes her, and that he wanted to kiss her! It was crazy, like oh my god.

So now we are in a Tornado Warning, haha, Im pumped!

~Tori
<3

I'll Be Missing You

Yeah, this right here goes out
to everyone who's lost someone
that they truly loved....
Check it out....

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
""My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time""
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
""Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death""

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
(I'll be missing you)

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Oh can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take.

Somebody tell me why...

One black morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you...

We miss you

Sunday 15th

2007-07-16T02:04:00Z

Im a Pisces, meaning:
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
So true.

Well I don't know how you Minnesotay people do this, because, its soo boring up here! Im getting depresed because Im so bored. Then B calls me at 3 my time, 4 his time, and we had this little conversation:
"Hey!"
"What?" (<--Thats me if you didnt know.)
"I just got out of the club."
"I hate you."
"Aw Im sorry, what you doing?"
"Grr, go away, good morning."
"Good morning?"
"I would say good night, but is 3 AM, hobag."
"Ok well Im out, bye!"
-I hang up-

Yeah that angers me, because, Im dieing to express myself in the art of dance.

But then today I got to go over to my cousin H's, house, and got to durt bike around, and play some video games. And then his little sister had a 'Dance with me Elmo" so I made a remix, it went a little something like this:
"Hey kids, lets dance with e-e-e-e-e-[chopped and screwed remix!]e-e-elmo"
It was cute.

Also, I, the amazing Tori, will kick and scream my way into getting back on island at least 10 days earlyer.
Oh yeah.

~Tori
<3

Saturday 14th [Part Two]

2007-07-15T02:13:57Z

Today, I talked to E about how D hasn't called me, and he said something really sweet, " dont worry, he really loves you, his phone was just probably out, like it always is." And this is a statment that I know, I love him like crazy, and he loves me a whole lot more. And yes, his phone is bi polar, it only works whenever it feels like it.

About an hour later, I was texting C, and my phone vibtates, but when I look down, it says D (mobile). Oh yeah, I was happy. Turns out my good buddy E called N's house and found out he was there, and told him to call me. He appologized, for about 20 min. and then we talked about nothing, but it was a whole lot of good nothing.

Then just 5 min. ago, I was talking to my T, and we where just gossiping when she said, that E (the chick that comes down every summer) was causing drama. Then I got this piece of gossip, class of '11 A hooked up with class of '09 T. Can anyone say heyo?

So I leave on Thursday, arrive in Kentuck on Saturday, then Im busy there till next Saturday, then Im coming back up here. Then, back down again, to Oklahoma, for my cousin J's graduation from Basic Trainning celebration (on the 10th), then I come back up here, and stay here for another 10 days. But I think Im going to ditch the fair this year, and head back to the island a week earlyer. For some good old fashion, parting.

Oh, yeah.

~Tori
<3

Girls Next Door
Theme Song

Come on-a my house my house, I´m gonna give you candy
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give a you
Apple a plum and apricot-a too eh
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house I´m gonna give a you
Figs and dates and grapes and cakes eh
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give you candy
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give you everything

(instrumental interlude)

Come on-a my house my house, I´m gonna give you Christmas tree
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give you
Marriage ring and a pomegranate too ah
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house I´m gonna give a you
Peach and pear and I love your hair ah
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house a come on
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give you Easta-egg
Come on-a my house, my house, I´m gonna give you
Everything - everything - everything

Saturday 14th

2007-07-14T15:45:24Z

9 Days till C moves, and Im really dreding it. She has been my best friend since, I don't know, the third grade. And once she leaves its just going to be, J and I. So thats going to be really interesting. But I will get to see her on Chirstmas, and I have been promised that she will apear at my front door with noting but a big red bow on. Score.

The day after the 13th can be filled with just as many surprises as the 13th it self, or it can be completely and totally boring. So here are some tips on what to do to keep life moving, or to slow it down.
To Keep it Moving: Grab your cloesest friend, and drive 30 miles away just to get a smoothie, or go shopping and tottaly waste all your money on makeup and clothes. And while doing all of this you could text every friend in your phone book and find out what the latest gossip is, and maybe stir up a bit of your own.
To Slow it Down: Grab your iPod, and iHome, and relocate yourself outside, under a tree or out in the sun, and just let the world melt by. Or put your pjs back on and get cozy in bed, bribe your brother or sister to bring you food and drinks, and just watch TV all day.

I'll be doing a little of both, but one thing is for sure, today is Saturday, meaning I have little to no responsiblity. And I don't care what anyone else says, I'll lay round all day doing nothing, or go out and do everthing, its all up to me today.

~Tori
<3

SUM 41 LYRICS
Handle This

You said it once before, you don't do those things you used to anymore.
You say in doubt, were fading out, forgetting who we used to be.

Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.

You take it with a smile; it's so easy when you're always in denial
Just in time but out of line I can't make all the same mistakes you want me to.

Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.

""Your giving up you know it's not what you need.
And it's true what you're going through.
Try so hard not listen to everything I never say.""

Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this.
Cause I will bring you down,
I don't want to miss, and I don't think you can handle this.
You've lost what you can't find; it's never what you had in mind.

I'm getting over getting used to,
And after all that I put you through now I see I'm not the only one.
I never thought it'd ever come to,
This in fact was never what you wanted from me or how you meant it to be.
[x2]

Friday 13th [Part 2]

2007-07-14T03:25:30Z

So I havent gotten call from D yet, and I have called twice and left a message, asking him tocall me back. But guess who did call, my 6th crush and X boyfriend, B. A boy I havent seen in 2 years, calls me, not the boy that I have been dating for 9 months. Yeah its safe to say I've just had the most suckeyest and fucking gayest Friday the 13th.

So to take my mind of boys, Im going to talk about the new movie 1408, based on the short story by Stephen King. I have read the short story, and its way different from the movie. But I thought that the movie was amazing, I cryed, yep thats true.

I also want to see:
Transformers
Ratatitou [sp?]

Anyone want to take me?
Please.

About me:

2007-07-13T20:56:06Z

So, you all alreayd know a little about me [asuming you have read my lil profile thingy], but incase you have no idea who I am, my name is Tori, and I live on a very small and boring island. And when Im not out on the beach or hanging with my friends, I like to write.

I like to get feeback on what I write, so if you have any coments or whatever please message me, I want to know what you are thinking as you read me.

Nearly everything Im going to write in this is true, but for the safety of others and myself, Im not going to use names. Im going to pull a Gossip Girl, and use the first letter in everone's name to symbolize them.
Ex: If I had a friend named Bob, instead of saying, bob and I met at Sharkies, I would say, B and I met at Sharkies, ¿comprende?

Also, I love to read and listen to music, so I'll probably always leave you the lyrics to a song I like, or give you the tittle to the next book you sould read.
Any lyrics that I do leave, will have "" around my fav. quotes, just an FYI for you.

Friday 13th

2007-07-13T20:19:17Z

Happy 13th!!!
Today is my 9 monthaversery with my boy D.

D and I have known each other since the 3rd grade, and we started dating in 8th grade, but then we broke up because of a certian accident [that Im not going to talk about, no he didn't cheat] but then we got back together, last year, on October 13th, and, it was on a Friday, too. So its been 9 long months of amazingness. But I havent seen him since he left island on June 13th, then I left 3 days after him. And its going to be another solid month till I do see him again. =[

But Anyways. . .

So this morning, sucked. Then I had to go on a 30 min. road trip with my Grandma over to Owatana, very akward. But then I got to follow her into Target, and do some window shopping.
What I want:
Digital Camera, complete with case and memory card.
PSP, with a whole lot of cool games.
Matching star earings and bracelets.
Eclipse, the book.
What I got:
Everything is Eventual, 14 Dark Stories, By Stephen King [ Incuding 1408 ]
Coco Butter Lotion

The rest of my day I have spent in my room, talking to Z, C, lil C, and F.
F just got back from Rome [she is Italian] and has found herself her own Roman god, and from what I have heard, and seen, he is a god.
Z is off playing Madden [with out me].
Lil C is at work now.
C is. . . well last time we spoke she was wakling up the hill to her fathers house, with her shinny messenger bag and laptop.

This is the way every Friday should be spent, little shopping [hopefully at some better stores] and then lounging. And then, if Im really lucky tonight, I might go party. Not that I cant find a party, I just have to measure the odds of me getting caught on the whole 'sneaking out' idea.

I'll write more later
~Tori
<3

Story of the Year
Anthem Of Our Dying Day

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
"And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need"

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
"I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before"

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!